Apr 30th 2024, 14:54:35
I will finish this set and likely need a new place to play. If anyone wants me.
Rumors and the beloved screenshots say Drow and Leto were behind this. A coup of sorts. It’s been said Drow purposely made the PDM name Paradim so that he and players coming back after 20 years could do their thing. I don’t believe all of the rumors. I like Drow, Drow has been in and out of my life since I was a kid. And helped me a lot.
That being said, there are high ranking leaders/members sending me stuff. Please stop. I will not put them here.
Our folks will finish out the set under the pacts signed and decide. I will leave leadership and hopefully just play. Maybe by then I’ll switch to the other PDM tag and just be a normal player.
The last 3 months I’ve made poor decisions. Without getting too far into it, I just wasn’t myself. To my family, to my friends and to my EE family.
Things have improved and I’m back to work off medical leave.
I ask Drow and others from both paradigms to agree that not every item need posted here. I have plenty of skeletons, but you all do as well. I will deal with folks privately and I won’t air dirty laundry.
This thread isn’t about this person or that persons own dirty deeds. It’s about mine. I failed to do what needed to be done, and I also didn’t go along with “the plan” - that’s on me. paradigm and it’s 2.0 friends are still friends. There’s no hate, at least I don’t. Even for those I disagree, I still care about them. I hope I don’t ever have to stop caring.
I won’t out all the things I know. I won’t attack others mistakes publicly. I’ll own my own.
I am sorry that after 5 years of rebuilding that based on my own actions since March, I’ve failed. I do apologize and if anyone wishes to ask specifics you can find me on discord.
Again after this set I shall leave and hope someone would allow me to play.
Doug