i'm not going to tell you to read the bible (though judges makes for a good read)

you should, however, go to your local church, explain to the minister up front that you don't have faith, but you have questions concerning the concept of it.

i'm almost positive you'll be engaged in honest conversation and invited to come and see first hand one early sunday morning the joy and solice people get from their faith- something vilse i'm sure will mock ;)